February 2010
18 posts
I Wanted the Whole World or Nothing
Human relationships were strange. I mean you were with one person for a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together and then it stopped. then there was a short period when you weren’t with anybody, then another woman arrived, and you ate with her and you fucked her, and it all seemed so normal, as if you had been waiting just for her...
“You live like this, sheltered, in a delicate world, and you believe you...
– Anais nin
Thank you for always knowing.
Try never mentioning your spouse, your family, your home, your girlfriend or...
– Andrew Sullivan, responding to Rich Lowry who said it’s no big deal to live hiding one’s sexual orientation. (via systems)
Vampire!
I can never say what I want to say,” continued Naoko. “It’s been like this for a...
– Norwegian Wood - Haruki Murakami
It’s funny how we let strangers read about our lives, but we keep secrets...
I'm really
trying to figure shit out. How is it that it’s 3:30 in the morning and I’m awake again? I worked 13+ hours today. These days are long and I really just want to sleep.
It's always
4 in the morning here. Tonight the clouds sound as though they’ve found reason to be angry with me. I’m exhausted but not tired enough to sleep. I feel ambitious and also discouraged. This is an emotional combination that is too familiar.
Excuse me,
God (if that’s even your real name), can You hear me? I have some questions that need some answers.
I have a feeling
tomorrow will be lovely.
things to do: clean the house a little have breakfast buy a new journal