How Strange It Is
to want what you do not have and to have what you do not want. my youth never ceases to lose and confuse me.
I really want to hate everybody. But I can’t. And I don’t.
Will I ever learn to trust people again? Until then, I’m wrapping my heart with books.
I want so badly to get lost for just a day. When did I get back into the habit of caring so damn much?
I need to be sleeping.
I really miss my long hair.
There are moments
when things seem too hard; when life seems too hard. And in those moments, I want to hide and sleep forever.
I ask myself this question too often:
why am I still up?